Sometimes I dream that I have you and that you are here,
Next to my headboard, a colourful feather pillow.
Purple dreams on a green lawn and dandelions,
Your smile beckons and calls to me from memory.
Sometimes I long for your linen touch,
Firm hands on my thighs touch me.
I dream and don't give up on my wishes,
Passion carries me into the yellow tunnels of a wonderful dream.
Sometimes I wish I was the one you're smiling at
While the days and weeks and months pass in a series without end.
The squished lava of my red desires melts and carries us away.
In every day without you, with you, somehow I still find myself.
Sometimes I'm tired of love and desire,
And then I stop in the glade, counting daisies.
Days and years pass in that fairy tale without end,
And I see the same face and smile and anger in every prince.
Sometimes I wait for the day to wake me up and stop,
But grandiose as a mountain, my longing remains the same still strong.
Days as timers do not stop my way.
Happy in my love, I am my own and somehow endlessly yours.
Kristina
Tuesday, May 16th, 2023
Nekako konačno tvoja
Ponekad sanjam da te imam i da si tu,
Pored mog uzglavlja šareni jastuk od perija.
Ljubičasti snovi na zelenoj tratini i maslačci,
Tvoj me osmijeh iz sjećanja mami i doziva.
Ponekad čeznem za tvojom dodirom od lana,
Čvrste ruke na mojim bedrima dotiču me.
Sanjam i ne posustajem u svojim željama,
Strast me nosi u žute tunele jednog divnog sna.
Ponekad želim da sam ja ta kojoj se smiješiš,
Dok dani i tjedni i mjeseci prolaze u nizu bez kraja.
Stiješnjena lava mojih crvenih želja rastapa i nosi nas.
U svakom danu bez tebe, uz tebe, nekako i sad nalazim sebe.
Ponekad sam umorna od ljubavi i htijenja
I tad zastanem na proplanku, brojim tratinčice.
Dani k’o i godine prolaze u toj bajci bez kraja,
A ja u svakom princu vidim isti lik i osmijeh i ljutnju.
Ponekad čekam da me dan probudi i da stanem,
Al’ velika kao planina, moja čežnja ostaje ista i jaka.
Dani kao mjerači vremena ne zaustavljaju moj put.
U svojoj sam ljubavi sretna i svoja, i nekako konačno tvoja.
Kristina
Utorak, 16. svibnja 2023.
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